*here i am*

Here I am today.
Finally a mommy! The entire time I have disappeared from this blog world I have been working on my degree (graduated!), working on building an honest marriage (still studying!lol), enrolling for my masters, and most importantly being only the best mommy I can be.

My daughter is my world. Although, she drives me nuts and I haven't slept in over 5 months, she is all I have that is purely honest, lovely, and trusts in me. I truly believe that once I get the ball rolling and go back to work & school- leaving my little baby girl in the hands of another is going to be such a challenge.

Being a house wife & a mother was never in my plans when I was college. But then again, never did I imagine being fully dependant on a man. It is a horrible feeling because I would never get the credit I deserve for all I do for my family just because i'm not handing over pay checks. -Terrible-
I will get what I deserve through hard work and I give myself the credit.
I will become the woman I want to be and no one will hold me down.
I need to be role model for my daughter & I need to make myself proud.
xo